ohmygooodness??!

OH NO!! ..... this is so what i hate about me...firstly,i know that once i come home i should do my work immediately as i know that i have a whole STACK of them..but instead of doing my work immediately,i slack and slack and slack,and delays me to do my work until 11! :( eesh,i must really try to discipline myself man! that should be one of my target thingy for this year huh? kay,talking about targets and achievements and so on,i'll blog about that SOON. :) back to the discipline thingy,i definitely need to try to discipline myself this year! i do not want to be the same old lazy me like last year! last year i definitely was very lazy! boy,oh,boy what i really hate about myself man,i always tell myself to do it immediately,and i leave it last and then i'll have to burn the midnight oil! i think i deserve a slap huh?

*SLAAAAAAAAAAAPS MYSELF*

okay,im gonna wake up early tomorrow and do my work lah,i cannot tahan already,too tired..hope i can wake up early tomorrow though! :( hope that tomorrow will be a better day. GOOOODNIGHT.

Indescribable?

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Yes LORD,truly You are an AMAZING God!!

well,come to think about it huh,the things that's been happening lately,the sudden death of my grandma and the feeling of not celebrating Chinese New Year,to sum it all up,seemed like EVERY SINGLE THING was planned really well by the LORD,and that He knew everything before us,and was just His will and His time to take my grandma. come to think about it la,like last year i had the opportunity to go to Australia with my grandparents,my grandpa and grandma TOGETHER,spending time with them,sharing the same room as them,bonding with them,and of course learning some GRAND-ISH stuffs from them was super coool! :D and everything went OKEY in Australia,only some parts at the end where my grandma suffered bad diarrhea,and the remainder of the pain from her shinggles(snake?) last time near her stomach there..it was like my grandma's last time before she goes or something..due to many many complications..like at first my grandma's visa to go to Australia wasn't approve,and then we prayed really hard that they will accept her,and thank God they approved! well,the reason they didn't want to approve was because they had some reports from the last time where she has some health problems and stuffs.. so yeah,that was the one thing which was quite hard to pass through..and then yeah,in a blink of an eye we were in Australia,having some goood time and goood foood there! and of course there were some times where it wasn't so goood in Australia,and there were good times there.. and really quickly enough,the time was up and we had to come back to KL..(coming back,my grandma didn't follow us back,it was really a long story,bet you dont wanna hear about that!). so it was just me and my grandpa,while my grandma continue staying in Australia until AFTER chinese new year as planned. and just when we reached Kuala Lumpur,we got a call from my aunty in Australia saying that my grandma is not feeling well and is admitted to the hospital and stuffs like that. well at that time,i guess it wasn't so SERIOUS yet..and yeah,she felt better,and somehow my aunty suggested that since she is well,and feeling better she better come back to KL,as maybe later on there will be even more troubles..so yeah,instead of coming back AFTER chinese new year,she came back before..and so yeah,she got back safely and seeing that she was really really tired,and her eyes were drooping,and so the next day..

she and her sister planned to go out like yeah,you know? go out and meet each other and stuffs and go makan makan! well they wanted to go and eat,and so yeah..there was this drain thing there to cross over to the restaurant there,and yeah there was some cardboard thing for you to like step on it right? and yeah,my grandma who was already tired and weak already,stepped on the cardboard there and she sort of like fell down and fractured her hip or her leg! pooor her..and yeah,she was admitted to the hospital again back here in KL. wow,i pity her,she's been experiencing quite bad things huh? and yeah,admitted to the hospital..who knew that just that fracture only would lead to other complications? or maybe she already had quite some bad issues with her health? and yeah,many things happened,she was unconscious,and in a critical condition... we prayed,and we prayed!

and on that Sunday morning,it was raining cats and dogs,and practically raining the WHOLE day..my mom had some feeling already,and rushed to the hospital..at about 1 something,my grandma collapsed,and yeah slowly her kidneys weren't really functioning well.. and UNEXPECTEDLY,at about 2 something or 3,my grandma passed away.. the watery eyes began to flow,and the memorable moments my grandma and I had..especially,when i was like with her during that 1 MONTH in Australia. my heart felt very uncomfortable.. well,death is part of life. and everyone will somehow have to 'die'. *big gasp*

to my beloved grandma:

you have taught me well throughout these 13 years and a half.. you are definitely a blessing towards your grandchildren..you always think of us,and always buy souvenirs for us wherever you go.. i definitely will miss your coooking..where you used to cook really delicious foood,and your dumplings! :( and i will also always remember that face of yours when you carry that pillow around..how cute is that..also that really big handbag of yours that you always carry around,with many useful things inside that big bag! you have almost EVERYTHING inside there which really comes in real handy! thank you so much popo,for everything you've given to us,you have been a very very goood popo,and such a blessing towards us! love youu..

it's not the CNY for us!

blahh,the feeling of not celebrating cny is horrible! :( it's totally sad kind.. no red packets for us this time! wanna know why?

my grandma just went home to be with he LORD on Sunday evening! >D: well,why? LOOONG story,so yeah. very very sad..it was just so sudden,i wasn't expecting anything to happen either,oh well,guess this is PART of life huh? death is definitely a scary thing to talk about,we might have fears of all things especially death. well,i was feeling really really sad and there is just this feeling where the pain comes from. (sorreh if im not making any sense,cause i have no idea what did i just said too! O.o) ANYWAYS.. so yeah,youu should picture how it feels like huh?

more to come,more to come.

stranded at home!

man,i just hate being sick,like seriously. God,please heal me completely of whatever sickness im having! :(

i was stranded at home for 2 days already,not going to schoool. i have no idea whether is that a goood/bad thing,so yea. erm,anyways..im gonna have TONS and TONS of homework to do,and i got sick at the wrong time! ;( and chinese new year approaching some more! :( oh no! :( i hope i will get well before CNY lah! anyways,no moood to blog already,zai jian! :(

"to infinity....and BEYOND!"

PS:/ currently thinking about SUNGMIN,hahahaha.

1.1.2011

HAPPY/BLESSED NEW YEAR EVERYBODY.

(i know,i know im late,but still...!)

soo,it was definitely PLEASANT NEW YEAR to be spent with Rebecca,Sammi and Rachel! :) woooh,i miss the old times like seriously,so thankfully we got to have a meet up at Rebb's place! :D yay us right?! we definitely had a very very fun and memorable time there lah,a new year not to be remembered new year to be remembered! so,we played LITTLE BIG PLANET! YAY,my favorite PS2/PS3 game lah,seriously. such a CUTE game!

they're HEAVY ENTHUSIASM on LITTLE BIG PLANET. O_O

oh,the ole' us.. (only missing SAMMI! :( if not this picture would be PERFECT )

and naooo...the...

NEW US. :D

NAO,NAO,this is what happens when she plays it,she's OVER-JOYED! :P

my,my rachel's sooo cute! :D

Tonight...

HELLO ! ♥

This is Becky blogging at Jo's. xD
Hahahahaha. Hope you don't mind?
I will delete this post if she really doesn't want it.
Hopefully that time doesn't come >D
If you're reading this post, do note that I also posted something on twitter for you.
Don't worry, isn't something bad/embarrassing.

THAT GIRL WHO JUST WENT TO GIANT SUPERMARKET LOVES MBLAQ'S TONIGHT LIKE CRAZY.

Originally, the song was Just Dance by Lady GaGa, but she didn't like it and so I changed it! :D
Too bad there's only one song.

Taas!
PS : Am currently loving Joanna's blogskin.
PPS : MBLAQ'S STAY ROCKS. :D

A new start..

my my,2010 definitely ended with quite a happy-sad ending eh? firstly,i had to come back from Australia. secondly,it's the NEW YEAR so yeah! school started and all,definitely a happy and sad feeling huh? who cares,2011 must be a better year than 2010 right?? yeah man,that's the spirit! :D soo,to round it of 2010 was definitely a HONEYMOON year i must say,to all the form 1's in 2010! quite glad/proud that i was form 1 in 2010 though! :) hehe! and so yeah,form 1 definitely was a honeymoon year,that's what EVERYBODY says right?? :P i must say,i definitely ENJOYED,ENJOYED my form 1 year! :) yay,thanks to 1Lili i must say! :D 1Lili 2010,THANK YOU! you have made my life in form 1 more exciting and interesting! wooooh! hope that 2Mawar 2011 this year will be too though..! so yeah,i hope that this year will be another GREAT and EXCITING year! :D

2010,definitely had its ups and downs,rights and lefts,all the way! thank God i made it through 2010! okay,so 2011 you BETTER be a good year alright? im gonna use you wisely,definitely learnt my mistake in 2010,not to slack so much and be more alert in other things! :D and,the curriculum and stuffs in 2011,i hope that i will definitely try to attend it,unlike me last year PONTENG through out the WHOLE YEAR,except for CF! haha,ooops much? oh and talking about CF,i'll try to serve in CF this year! thinking about it though! :) heheee' i'll pray that God will lead me to the right paths this year though!

so yeap,2011 im definitely feeling excited on youu,soooo BRING IT ON!!! :D

"to infinity...and BEYOND"

my dream land,AUSTRALIA! :D

why,hello! :D

okay,i finally have the moood and time to post about AUSTRALIA! :D as you should know,i am back from AUSTRALIA! :DDDD yay? XD ermm,australia definitely was AWESOME,definitely miss Australia,:( i miss the nice coool air over there,even though it's summer.. it's like even though it's summer,the wind is real strong,and makes it coool,which is SO NAISE! how i wish they have that kind of air over here,:( ohh well...well,to tell you i didn't really go much places though! as you know,ermm..my aunty is working,and she doesen't have holidays and stuffs,soo yea..all i could do was..SHOP for INTERESTING AND COOOL STUFFS! >:D woooooh! and,ermm..play wii? play ps3? do puzzles? spend time with cousin? and what more? hmmm,oh yesh! GO JOG! ;D it's so nice to jog there,the breeze and stuffs,the air in Malaysia..-.- man,i don't even have any mood to jog here in Malaysia!! blahh.. and yeah,jog and ermmm...sleeep? and eat? yeap,that's probably my routine there! unless,my uncle takes me to some interesting place like,BALLARAT,YARRA GLEN,and a few moree! quite good place! :D the pictures will tell youu how nice it is yea? :)

at the AIRPORT!

beautiful peautful frowerss! :D

nice right??

oh,have i told you almost all the houses there are made out

of bricks and not painted? like THIS house! XD

REHNBOW! :D aww,so preetay

yay,my BEST piccturrr so far! :D

The day where we went to the CITY,for the lightings of the

CHRISTMAS tree! :D :

walla! ;D

oh loook, it's ISAAC! :D aw,he's such a cute chub!

MYER'S WINDOW 1.

MYER'S WINDOW 2.

MYER'S WINDOW 3.

a cooool and beautiful evening in the CITY! :D hmmm,the city..well,we sat on the TRAM-CAR! well,to me..the tram car was quite disappointing though! i expected it to be more clean and everything! HAHA,but turns out noo. and what else? ermm,a lot of people,very humid inside! i must say,the LRT and MONORAILS here are better,although they don't have trams here! haha. yeah,and the city..tell me about it! it's quite scary in the city,many many drunk and mental people on the streets. and yeap,that night was pretty crowded and messy! or is it just that all cities are always crowded and messy? haha,i have no clue,but whatever it is,i think it's like the PETALING STREEET here! ah,yeah goood example! only thing,the streets there and stuffs are nicer(definitely!),and what else? ermmm..nothing else i guess! oh,oh! that night there were like at least 5-6 firetrucks! like real firetrucks,on the road,and since it's some christmas special,they just stop they're firetrucks and like let people see how's it like in the firetruck,and wear they're suits too! :D which was really reallly COOOL,i mean yea firetruck,hello? haha,was really nice lah! and then the lighting of the christmas tree started! there were many performances and stuffs,quite nice! everyone cheering for santa to come! a very bad sign,but whatever. and ummm,nothing else i guess! that night was one of the best nights,i MUST SAY! :D hehe

Playing around with the coookingstuffs! :P

(ooops)

Isaaaac! :D he's only foouuuur and a halfy! and he even knows how to camwhore! so yeng eh?? he's my little cute ole' chub! wheee.after church, we were bored in the grocery store,when the parents all had to buy they're groceries..and Isaac saw these interesting coooking stuffs and picked them up and camwhored with it,like a model! :D wooooooh! aw,he's sooooo cute and chubby! that's why he's name is CHUB! :D HEHEHEEEEEEEE'

WATTLE PARK:

hi aunty! :D

Pre-Christmas dinner at the CHAN's! :D

oh,erm one great dinner at the CHAN'S! :D really really really naise family there..well,those two small boys there,are my cousins i suppose! :) they're like super super cute! one is Nicholas,one is Marcus.. they're both like soo cute! you can see it,already. haha,hmm..dinner was really GREAT,aunty prepared for us and stuffs. had much fun there! one of the goood ole' dinner eh! :) home coooked foood,instead of like going out and spending loads and loads of money! having dinner outside in Australia costs A LOT! so yeap,have to eat in! :D also goood in a way eh?? home coooked foood,is always the best! ;D

CHRISTMAS EVE EVENING! :D was one great evening though,out at the right time for CAROLING! :D where the sun is JUST RIGHT! :D probably my first time for caroling,great experience though! really really nice! :D

caroling! falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala....

CHRISTMAS DAY, JOY TO THE WORLD!!!:D

definitely another great experience to spend Christmas away from home,not to say that it's very different but still,maybe something more interesting, i suppose? :) but i definitely missed

Christmas here,with the PEHS and all! but still,it was definitely worth it spending christmas there though! had loads of fun! :)

JOY TO THE EARTH THE KING IS HERE!! XD uncle Neil!!

a day spent at Ballarat,Sovereign Hill! :D pretty nice place! :)

emas,emas where are youu??

ooo,ooooh oooh! EMAS,i found you! :D XD (NOT!)

SAMUEL KEE.

the very sissy side of him! XD singing under my umbrella! LOL.

they're underage to even enter the bar! XD hor...

CANDLE MAKING?? :D love the smell in there,very refreshing kind! ;D

Cast:

Patient?-Uncle kee

Doctor?-Kevin?! :O

the one who interrupted at the last part-Samuel?

a wonderful and beautiful day to start the day off! ;D BALLARAT! aw,i definitely missed Sovereign Hill! it was pretty awesome and coool though! was THE SECOND BEST AFTERNOON! :D wooooh! *claps* okay,ballarat! many,many interesting things there! it reminds me of like some desert or something? cause it's like got sand and stuffs,then sand might get into your eye or something! HAHA,yea something like that. :D then there's like horses out there for you to have a ride on the horses and stuffs,so it definitely stinks! kaudangs everywhere! HAHAHA.. was gross,but definitely a goood experience to have! :D there were rides,there were goldmining,real gold for you to dig up and find! :D which was coool too! and like chinesey kind of things there tooo! like how the chinese the old china people survived and stuffs all kind of things..hehe.. there was something like a haunted house thingy(well i call it the haunted house thing lah),where it's like you have to climb up probably around 60 steps IN THE DARK,no light at all,and the steps were pretty steep too,and stuffs,when like someeboddy(Kevin) was like really freaking me out!cause it was like in the dark and stuffs mar,then he like go and scare me and stuffs,and tell me those scary movies like how it was inside! haha,pretty freaaky,but i have to say was funny at the same time too,i was practically freaking out+lauughing! HAHA. andd you have to like walk and walk and walk,and climb and climb and climb,and probably ermm...dug? haha..pretty goood exercise la..but it was in like total darkness sort of thing,so yea also creepy! and while kevin was like scaring me and stuffs,somebody else was also tryingto scare me,lol..either my cousin or my uncle! haha..like patting my back and stuffs and saying the 'wooooh,the scary way' to me! blahh!okay,whatever. and so yeaa,they had a lot more places to go i supppose,but because we went sorta late and spent loads of time on other stuffs so we didn't get to see other things,but it's okay,it still was fun! :D that was one AWESOME afternooon/day spent in Sovereign Hill! :)

at some LAKE! :D well,since Australia,I wanted to go to the beach,but turns out,i couldn't go!! :( sadly..but oh well,erm yeah at least we went to the LAKE! :D wheee' ermm,yeah a very beautiful place,i must say! :)

:D wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'

wow,i just love the sky in Australia,it just seems different,I don't know why,but yea. I LOVE THE SKY in AUSTRALIA! :DD i definitely miss it..

well,not bad for me i suppose! im not a pro,so yeah! :D

the beautiful and AWESOME beach/lake??!

awwwwwww,

say HELLO to my beloved grandma! :D

OKAY,so this was the day before we went back,about 2 days,around there. :D well,this was the last destination! >D: but the last one was definitely a memorable one,definitely! well,i myself,alone enjoyed the BEAUTY! :D well,it was really very very refreshing and like you know the feeling of a beach? only this wasn't a beach,i suppose,if it was a beach we can hear the waves coming! :D wow,i definitely would wish that was a beach! but it was close enough to a beach lah! haha,well. yea,i went walking alone,enjoying the scenery and the beauty of the LORD! very very nice! i wish that Malaysia has those kind off refreshing and nice feeling lar! aiyo! i really really miss AUSTRALIA! :( okay okay,and what else did we have? oh yeah! we had BBQ stuffs! :D haha,they had some BBQ pitch,so yeah we obviously BBQED some stuffs? haha. was very fun lah,miss that place A LOT. okay,i guess that was all.

hmmm,had fun? it toook me practically 4 days to finish this whole post you know? :( it was seriously veery veryy hard for me to post,especially with my netboook! :( i mean,my netboook so small,and like wanna drag the pictures and stuffs so hard,so yeah. erm,must appreciate! :D haha. loads more posts coming on the way,don't worry! :D well,hoped you had a small picture of how Australia was like! :) you can see like how i type and stuffs,that i definitely enjoyed my trip there eh? OF COURSE I DID. heheee' okay lah,i'll stop right here! gtg sleep now! BAI.

END OF STORY. :)

"to...infinity and BEYOND"