it's not the CNY for us!

blahh,the feeling of not celebrating cny is horrible! :( it's totally sad kind.. no red packets for us this time! wanna know why?

my grandma just went home to be with he LORD on Sunday evening! >D: well,why? LOOONG story,so yeah. very very sad..it was just so sudden,i wasn't expecting anything to happen either,oh well,guess this is PART of life huh? death is definitely a scary thing to talk about,we might have fears of all things especially death. well,i was feeling really really sad and there is just this feeling where the pain comes from. (sorreh if im not making any sense,cause i have no idea what did i just said too! O.o) ANYWAYS.. so yeah,youu should picture how it feels like huh?

more to come,more to come.