Indescribable?

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Yes LORD,truly You are an AMAZING God!!

well,come to think about it huh,the things that's been happening lately,the sudden death of my grandma and the feeling of not celebrating Chinese New Year,to sum it all up,seemed like EVERY SINGLE THING was planned really well by the LORD,and that He knew everything before us,and was just His will and His time to take my grandma. come to think about it la,like last year i had the opportunity to go to Australia with my grandparents,my grandpa and grandma TOGETHER,spending time with them,sharing the same room as them,bonding with them,and of course learning some GRAND-ISH stuffs from them was super coool! :D and everything went OKEY in Australia,only some parts at the end where my grandma suffered bad diarrhea,and the remainder of the pain from her shinggles(snake?) last time near her stomach there..it was like my grandma's last time before she goes or something..due to many many complications..like at first my grandma's visa to go to Australia wasn't approve,and then we prayed really hard that they will accept her,and thank God they approved! well,the reason they didn't want to approve was because they had some reports from the last time where she has some health problems and stuffs.. so yeah,that was the one thing which was quite hard to pass through..and then yeah,in a blink of an eye we were in Australia,having some goood time and goood foood there! and of course there were some times where it wasn't so goood in Australia,and there were good times there.. and really quickly enough,the time was up and we had to come back to KL..(coming back,my grandma didn't follow us back,it was really a long story,bet you dont wanna hear about that!). so it was just me and my grandpa,while my grandma continue staying in Australia until AFTER chinese new year as planned. and just when we reached Kuala Lumpur,we got a call from my aunty in Australia saying that my grandma is not feeling well and is admitted to the hospital and stuffs like that. well at that time,i guess it wasn't so SERIOUS yet..and yeah,she felt better,and somehow my aunty suggested that since she is well,and feeling better she better come back to KL,as maybe later on there will be even more troubles..so yeah,instead of coming back AFTER chinese new year,she came back before..and so yeah,she got back safely and seeing that she was really really tired,and her eyes were drooping,and so the next day..

she and her sister planned to go out like yeah,you know? go out and meet each other and stuffs and go makan makan! well they wanted to go and eat,and so yeah..there was this drain thing there to cross over to the restaurant there,and yeah there was some cardboard thing for you to like step on it right? and yeah,my grandma who was already tired and weak already,stepped on the cardboard there and she sort of like fell down and fractured her hip or her leg! pooor her..and yeah,she was admitted to the hospital again back here in KL. wow,i pity her,she's been experiencing quite bad things huh? and yeah,admitted to the hospital..who knew that just that fracture only would lead to other complications? or maybe she already had quite some bad issues with her health? and yeah,many things happened,she was unconscious,and in a critical condition... we prayed,and we prayed!

and on that Sunday morning,it was raining cats and dogs,and practically raining the WHOLE day..my mom had some feeling already,and rushed to the hospital..at about 1 something,my grandma collapsed,and yeah slowly her kidneys weren't really functioning well.. and UNEXPECTEDLY,at about 2 something or 3,my grandma passed away.. the watery eyes began to flow,and the memorable moments my grandma and I had..especially,when i was like with her during that 1 MONTH in Australia. my heart felt very uncomfortable.. well,death is part of life. and everyone will somehow have to 'die'. *big gasp*

to my beloved grandma:

you have taught me well throughout these 13 years and a half.. you are definitely a blessing towards your grandchildren..you always think of us,and always buy souvenirs for us wherever you go.. i definitely will miss your coooking..where you used to cook really delicious foood,and your dumplings! :( and i will also always remember that face of yours when you carry that pillow around..how cute is that..also that really big handbag of yours that you always carry around,with many useful things inside that big bag! you have almost EVERYTHING inside there which really comes in real handy! thank you so much popo,for everything you've given to us,you have been a very very goood popo,and such a blessing towards us! love youu..