Accidentally on Purpose,

hah, you're probably wondering what on earth am I doing here posting on a 'dead blog' at such an hour like that. Well, if you're wondering that, I too am wondering what suddenly strucked me that I should/need be posting here at such a wee hour. I wonder what's the mystery behind this, but I suddenly had this small little urge behind somewhere to just post something. Accidentally on purpose, maybe? Haha.

Here I am, lying on my bed, with the laptop and on the laptop typing this at 12:28AM on the 4th of October 2012 wondering what strucked be so badly to post something over here. Or maybe, just maybe it has been the effects of studying with em' books, getting my head a MY GRAIN (migraine), and so this is the outcome? I have no idea at all, I had no intentions at all of posting something on this 'dead blog' for awhile now, and I'm really wondering what strucked me to do so. How oddly strangely mysterious, you say?I think so too. Anyways, it's the 4th of October and my quite important examination is just in another 5 more days..and I'm really really overwhelmed by it, I can't believe that it IS actually happening! I remember how surreal it was to be thinking that it's 2012 and it's my turn to sit for this quite important examination way back when I was in Form One. And now the time has come and there and behold, it's in exactly 5 days away :O It's too overwhelming, really. It's been tough days, struggling to study both on the inside out. Some may think that I've been studying and putting my heart, soul and might all into it, but noo, I've really been doing nothing but slacking and just staring at em' books with the air particles moving around in and throughout the reference book. (exaggerated)

Now, I'm really panicking and just so overwhelmed by the nightmare of this examination. Afraid that whatever I have studied had no effect, except the information rushing into the head, but where did those information go? There's no other head to let them come out from? That I'm confused. I'll try not to let these feelings tell me otherwise! I'll just do what I can do now and try to trust God for the rest! I really hope whatever I've sown will reap with great satisfactions for me! So, till then until after PMR, beautiful fellas!

And Rebecca Marie Ong, if you're reading this.. I LOVE YOU like madness! Thanks for being by my side, although not physically, but spiritually and mentally trying to give me moral support in this tough rough time! I appreciate it like madness :)

Time managements

Time management is a super 'hard thing' to achieve, includes all those self-discipline and motivations and what more, time. Time is always a  problem  for me. I never get to the point of  carrying out that certain thing that needs to be accomplished by some period of time that has been given. Sigh. I always wonder if  I ever had no problems with my time, fulfilling what needs to be done, I'll definitely be at ease peace,  and from the peace that I have finished  the task, then comes even more time for me to do other productive stuffs! What a disgrace. Speaking of which, I'm already half way slacking through writing nonsense here, when I'm actually supposed to find out something for  my art exam tomorrow.Hah, proves of me being so undisciplined. Lazy is the word for the cause of problems with time management. Ohwell. And adding  on to that, I guess I need to feel the urgency of this world, that we're really not guaranteed of tomorrow and knowing that, we should be living our lives to its fullest, following Christ, glorying God in everything that we do with the right motives and attitudes. I guess it's all the matter of acknowledging and from there comes actions. Acknowledging is one thing. Actions is another. And  if we know that we have no guarantees of tomorrow, by that we should be able to do what we're supposed to do today, and leave the worries of tomorrow for tomorrow. 

Matthew 6:34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Sigh, living through Form 3 isn't really an easy thing with the piles of work PLUS the troubles of the day is enough. It's amazing how I've come thus far, and it has only been by the grace and the strength from  God. Without His grace and strength, I wouldn't be able to live through daily till today. Thank You, God for everything! :')

You called me to Your PURPOSE ,

here , I publicly apologize for not updating about the recent news and what's happening in my life these few months and all , SORRRRRRRRRRY .

anyways , what has been happening around these days ?

well , FORM 3 life just started and it's the beginning of a new season of my life that God has blessed so so much already although it's just the 3rd week of January :) and I shan't name them , cause there are just too tooo toooo much to sayyyy . ohhh wellllls .

Kind of excited for the many many more days to come , I shall not let PMR stopme from smiling ! rightttt ? so yesh , I must say THANK YOU TO JEN YEE , yes you jen yee , if you're out there reading this :P heheehe , you're such a nice nice nice kindkind kind kind kind friend that I truly truly appreciate ;) You are such a blessing from God la , reallllly ! continue being a blessing to others around you ~ :D

okay , I think that's all for now , :P just wanted to say a thank you note thingy to jen yeee :P hehe . okayyyy , HAPPPPPY CHAIIIINESEEE NEW YEAR TO YOU CHAPS OUT THERE AND HAVE A WONDERFUL WONDERFUL TIME BONDING WITH YOUR FAMILIES AND RELATIVES ! :D

Planetshakers?

Just bought Planetshakers tickets in church just now ! :D

waaaait,I don't really know whether to be happy or whether to feel normal? Since I've been to their concert before. :P yeehh,heheee. So yeah,today to sum it all up,it was a GREAT day :) great time in IM:PACT and interesting time just at home listening to Steven Curtis Chapman's album and telling my dad about him and his family,(Y)

Looking forward to tomorrow ! :) till then!

We were meant to be,

WOW. Today,I found it quite productive for me and very very inspiring! Thank God for today,really! Managed to do some things today,and studied Bab 1 Sejarah and finally had some interest on Sejarah! YAY? :P and then,I found that I really had to do something to distress myself,since I was having quite a heavy head and I was starting to get sick,and so I decided to watch Veggie Tales! The all time NEVER EVER fail to make me smile and laugh show! :) So grateful that I at least have one DVD of Veggie Tales! :P It's called A Meaningful Life. And ust through that short and meaningful show,I've learned quite a lot from it! yeh,you'll be like it's a KIDDY SHOW,hello?!! But through these kind of shows especially Veggie Tales,you really capture lots and lots of things from their normal talking and stuffs,if ya get what I meant. So yeah,their OSTS' were the BEST! The one that really got me pondering and made me realized so much as well! There was this song in the show that really spoke to me a lot,till I cried.. :3 heh,yeah,I cried listening to this song,it's called Meant to be by Steve Curtis Chapman (Y)! A wonderful,wonderful artiste! So admire him.. And just through watching Veggie Tales,I learned that Steve has some really beautiful beautiful songs that he writes,that really captures me :) and the words are so meaningful..

Beautiful song ay? Alrighty,off I go now. :D

Felt the urge,

felt the urge to post on my blog once again,I mean..I feel so inspired and excited now whenever I post a post on my blog,I don't know why. But that feeeling! hehe.

And so,I decided that I'll at least post a post a day with a picture. At least for me to remember why and how I took that picture,so that the next time when I'm older and I'll lookback and see this old nostalgic blog and I'll tear with joy. :)

These days,I've been taking quite some pictures everyday of whatever I see with my own eyes,cause to me,behind it,there are stories behind it and I'll feel that urge to take a picture of it! Let's say the sky..I look at it,and there are just some stories behind it from what my bare eyes see them.. I really feel very happy when I see clear blue skies in the afternoon and in the mornings,it just gives me some sort of feeling that makes my heart to smile again. teheee.

Ohoh,a makeover of my room that I did just recently made me like a happy hippo as well! I mean,the feeling of cleanliness and organized once you step a foot into your room..especially now that I actually find my room rather cozy now :D YAY. I've been trying to make my room cozy for the past few years,and it never really happened,and soo this year,after some reorganizing and reshuffling of my room,and adding some stuf

fs into my room,it feels rather cozy!!!! a great achievement,:P now,i'll always lock myself in my room and listen to good good music and feel the colors and nostalgic moments! yay,blisss. I dont know why but how come a makeover of my room can actually make this soul of min

e this happy? weird,no? at least let me know i'm not the only one who feels that way :3 so yes,it really did make me happy! there,need some pictures? :)

this the thing that makes me feel nostalgic :)

I just organized this pen holder thingy last night! this too made me smile! :) to see more bright colors in my room,blisssss. :)

that's about it for today! :D will post soooon,soon,sooon.

Of a whole day of studying,

this is only for year end final examinations,i wonder how it be like when I turn form 3 next year and when PMR comes..or what more,when I go to college or uni next time! O_O my messy table,:P

grrrrrr.

can't believe that i'm starting to get sick all cause of STUDYING! :/

studied quite a lot today,practiced math for more than 3 hours! got to do some sejarah some more,:/

I'm not sure how am I gonna survive for the next few days of studying till exams are overrrr.

Lord,give me the strength to continue,Lord..

feel loved,

woww.. it's been quite a while since I last posted,and so many things had happened! :)

few of the highlights,

1. CAME BACK FROM KUCHING LAST MONH,AND IT WAS GREAT! :D so much we did,and spent with the other peh family. pictures?? nahhh,too lazy to post,but I might! in the later posts to come :P heheeeeeee.


2. KONG KONG'S 80TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION ! this time,with almost all the relatives around Australia and all over the world to come :P haha,exaggerated there..but yeh,this kong of mine has relatives/children from all over this world,wow? their family are all so lovable!!! garrh,cuteness everywhere :P i mean,you can feel loved around them and so on and so forth.. had a wonderful,wonderful time dinner-ing with the extended family! first time seeing kong this happy around! here are a few pictures from his 80th!
just loook at them!!! a BIG bundle of joy! aaaaaaaah,cuteness everywhere around them eh? :) missing them tons.

there,there... more to come sooon,i hope. now,i just have to wait till exams are over! till then.

You know what?

*talks to self

Forget about whatever it is,commit them into the Lord's hands.

And think about your adopted child/friend,

Boris the guitar,would you?

And think about moments like this :

taken in PD. talking about PD,I miss the big blue sea and that wonderful,beautiful place.

There,do you feel better now? *talks to self*

I don't want to feel this way,

hello,

well,looks like the 'till then' I posted an hour ago would be now.

I just had this feeling to post,and to spill out my rojak feelings :/

Or more like what I'm tweeting but instead in a complete paragraph and context. Since Twitter has a limit for words. So,here goes nothing. :/

Why can't I sleep tonight? D: hate feeling this rojak feelings,due to family,friends,and almost everything! :O firstly,I must say im not the kind of person who is able to express their own feeling in words. So,it's quite hard to spill out my feelings in words. but whatever,i'll type what my mind tells me to. And yeh,these obstacles that i'm facing now,I know God has put these obstacles in order for me to be stronger than before. But this is really tough,like super tough. D: These few days,i've been concentrating on what God has in-store for me,that i'm looking forward to them! And it has come,but i'm falling to pieces.. and,i've been listening to this song called While I'm Waiting by John Waller. It's a beautiful song,which really does relate to my situation now actually. It's been playing in my head for almost a week,due to Fireproof OSTs'. But overall,this song was the one that spoke to me the most! It stood out of place and really gave me that 'unique,different' kind that relates to my situation now. And the lyrics goes like this,

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience.

This whole stanza,but I added the 'I will move ahead etc' to it,cos' it really speaks to me,a lot!

It makes me wonder a lot. Since i've been telling God that i'm looking forward to what He has in store for me,and now i'm falling.. Will I move ahead bold and confident? taking every step in obedience? Will I cling on to You? the Maker? will I??

Joanna Peh,leave all these problems to the hands of the Lord,and know that He is in control of everything!

Surrender all these problems to Him. And to not worry about anything,but pray about everything!

Joanna Peh,ARE YOU LISTENING??

# urgh,moments like this gets really deep like an un-tarred road with lots of holes and bumps which are full of rocks..

Behold,a child was bought

This child was bought at a costly price.This child is no other ordinary child,it's an EXTRA-ORDINARY child.

And in your head you'll be thinking,who'd might be this EXTRA-ORDINARY child? Anddd...

introducinnnnng.... *drum rolls*

BORRRRRRRRRRRRRIS ! :D (BORIS)

yeh,the black one if you can see is Boris,the guitar :) well,he's 3 years old and is still in hopefully a good condition,but as far as I had Boris for 2 days,Boris seems good to me :D except,I've got to hange the stringsssss. so yes,Boris' my new adopted friend,Boris' always there when I need somebody to relate to,well at least for me,yes?

I'll be heading off to the land of haze,cats,humid air in exactly 12 more hours! This time,it's gonna be quite special,it's a holiday with my beloved ahma :D yay. Can't wait to see what God has in-store fir us! Whatever it might be,hopefully we'll still cling on to Him,and praise Him no matter what the outcomes might be. I'm expecting this trip to be a more exposing ourselves out to the world kind than a relaxing one. But,hopefully I'll come back with pictures to be remembered and any other memorable things! Till then,peooohple!

OHOH,HAPPPPPPPPIEEE EARLY BURFDAE,NICOLE KEW WEI JIN! <3 I love you to bits.

Oh,how I wish autumn falls here,

just look at it,so so so PRETTY. If I had the time I could stare into this picture and just imagine myself in that picture,loves.

I always wanted to see the autumn fall,I mean..to see the orange leaves falling from the trees or wherever,making the areas wherever we are so romantic like.

Imagine Malaysia having autumn fall,I would really,play outside the WHOLE time with a willing heart,like duhhh. For me if autumn falls here in Malaysia,it'll be like heaven for me.. I'm deeply in love and in awe..I really can imagine myself playing outside during autumn falls,making a pile of autumn leaves at the backyard,and then do a long jump and literally fall onto the leaves,:P if I got that right. ahaaaa.

ohhhhhhh well. sighs,is all I can end with this post. SIGH.

till then!

Finally,something to feel ecstatic on,

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. :D
Screams from the top of the mountain with a maximum sound volume of voice saying 'I'M FINALLY GOING AWAY,AND TO THE LAND OF SAND,SHELLS AND KITES ON THE WEEKEND'.haha,I know I exaggerated right there,but just to show how happy and honored I am to be able to be away from the nightmare here in PJ. :P Not to say that PJ here is horrible or anything,just that I was in a desperate need of going away for a weekend to finally let down my hair,and enjoy the wind and the breeze and just read a good book and hear the sound of the waves/oceans,with a quiet mind by the beach. Sighs of relieve. :D

I've been by far too busy,on another word,DISTRACTED by the things around me. And now,I finally get a weekend away with my family to PD,:D Hoping that it'll turn out like how I'm imagining it right now. Oh well,I hope I'll feel refreshed after this trip to PD,hopefully with memorable and beautiful pictures to be remembered throughout the short 3 days.

Lord,I can't wait to see of what You have in store for us throughout that trip,show me something new. :)

PROUD to say,

Well,well..I'm quite proud to say that I AM an asian,:D

ahaaaaa,I remember those little days where I used to complain much of WHY must I come out in Asia,or why are my parents Asians?? But little did I know and started appreciating and accepted the fact that I am asian,:)

GO ASIANSSS!!!! YEHHHHHHH! Oh,oh.. and why must asians be so talented?? GAHHHH.:P

July,here I come!

I'm extremely sorry for not updating for the past month. My apologies..
Well,well..during that past 1 month of being not able to post or more like being pretty busy the past month..And you'll find out WHY in a whole lot of details in just a few lines away.
So many things had happened and so many things has been changed..for the better I hope.

A small update of my past month (end of May till July3):

MAY 30th-JUNE 3rd IMPACT CAMP 2011! DENYCARRYFOLLOW

This year, I've been called to serve at camp as a worship coordinator along with Reuel Liu as my partner! Well,from the day I've been asked whether I wanted to serve in the camp committee till camp was over will FOREVER stink in my HEART. So many things have I learnt from just being in the committee itself with the very committed(NOT :P) team which includes:

Joshua Chan (camp commandant)

Marcus Ding (assistant commandant)

Trisha Teh & James Lim (treasurer & secretary)

Jun Liang and Shin Keat (games coordinator)

me and Reuel (worship coordinators)

To me,camp started way earlier than the dates that were already fixed,it started at March for me! Because,I sorta had a picture of how camp was gonna be like,the busyness,the tiredness,feeling exhausted,and the whole beingincampcommitteefeeling! So the picture which I pictured even before camp was exactly how it was like..except MORE BUSY and MUCH MORE TIRING. But before camp,preparing all the camp stuffs..making schedules for the worship teams..coordinating the worship practices and all that,behind that busyness I was feeling euphoric indeed to be able to serve God through being in the committee! :) Serving in the committee,definitely got our strands or do you call it bond STRONGER. We were one united team,and were very much relying on each other and being there for each other! and I thank God for that! :D Also,being in the committee and as a worship coordinator definitely is a BIG ROLE,and how important that role in the committee is! Because we're worshipping our Lord through music,we're talking to Him! And so,it was really very important..but I'm sure I failed at a lot of parts as a worship coordinator,:/ Also because I was not experienced and also because I was panicking. But lessons learned..now I know what are the do's and what are the dont's as a worship coordinator! The most and important lesson that I learned was,to really rely on God fully no matter in what condition we are in,whether through the very busy and hard times.. I had to rely on God and trust that He would do the rest,and that worked! Also another thing is to PRAY WHOLEHEARTEDLY,and to really surrender whatever it was,big or small part that I've done as a worship coordinator to God. Also,for the technical part,NEVER EVER do last minute scheduling,and always give the people part of the worship team a date line of when and to confirm whether they can be in it! (if you get what I mean). I've tried and done my best,although I know that I could have done even better,and at least I know how is it like now. And hopefully if I'll ever serve in any of the committee again,I will not repeat the same mistake. :/ HOPEFULLY. I still remember vividly as a day or two before camp started,the committee were all panicking and doing our last minute check lists done..we were all so worried as what was left out.. As the day went slowly by while all the camp preparations were going on, it was time for IMPACT CAMP 2011! the time has come so quickly in a blink of an eye! We could see all the people feeling so esctatic for camp,so were the committee! My fingers kept crossed as camp was here,and what will God have in store for us throughout this whole 5 days?

I was put into a group of very gregarious people like: :)

Wen Yang (L)

Edwin Nga (AL)

Gloria Ngu

Joyce Phung

Shin Lin

Amanda Kok

Gary Yeo

James Lim

Shiuan Jia

Tian Xi (F)

Jaclyn Yee (F)

Shaun Lim (stand by :P)

And our team name was SUNSHINE! :P You are my sunshine,my only sunshine,you make me happy when skies are GRAY. :D

Through the 5 days..where times where we spend time with our new friends and try to be more gregarious...where every morning i'll have to wake up at 6:45 or 7:00 to be exact for morning prayer..where times where I'll have to rush my breakfast,lunch and dinner off to prayer and practice I go.. where times with the long talks with people..where times we'll have to do night patrol.. Those were the times which I definitely miss.. and those times like that were worth a lot! Experiencing those worth a long while..why worth you ask? Because from those times,I've learnt and experienced,that will carry along me maybe for a lifetime?

( I SHALL SKIP TO DAY 3 NIGHT OF CAMP. )

DAY 3:

The third night,was one knight(night) to remember! Where special night,talent time night was! this year's theme was......HAT NIGHT! That night was like a happily ever after night PLUS stress! :P Why stress? You'll find out after a few sentences. :P And for our talentime theme was LOVE. :) the talentime theme for each of the teams were out of the FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT. I think our group made a few of them shed a few drops of tears. Because it was a story about a father and a son.. (you should know how it was like already,and i think you felt goosebumps? :P) skipping that part..and finally,our group got SECOND for talentime,GO SUNSHINE! :D Alright,everybody were satisfied enough with the day..a tiring day,and then... I panicked as I couldn't find a worship leader for the next morning's worship session. :/ (imagine me going around,asking people who would like to worship lead,and also in my heart and in my mind,thinking whether should I worship lead and take this chance to do so). Well,it's not that I didn't get any worship leader for the next worship session,it was supposedly Reuel..but unknowingly and surprisingly,i think God really did something through that period of time..where I was totally BLANKED OUT,and didn't know what to do. I was practically stunned and worried and also looking forward in leading His people into worship! And all I did was..drag Jaclyn Yee with me and to discuss with her about this..and all of a sudden I had an urge to ask Adrian about this..and so we talked and talked..and Jaclyn asked me gently(:P) "Joanna,can you imagine yourself being up there and to worship lead?" Well,that was a good question I must say.. thank YOU Jaclyn! And half confidently and the 'yes' just blab out my mouth. :O And then,Kevin walked pass by..and he joined in our conversation about this. It was all God's timing,and plan..if you are half way reading through this! It was just so amazing how well it was planned out and all! God,I'm just in awe and so amazed at how and what You do! And as we were talking,I felt the peace of God..and I didn't feel quite worried at all! And I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep at night,but surprisingly I did! See how AWESOME our living God is? For once,I felt the peace of God where at times even when I play the piano I'll get nervous and worried..but at that time,where I was supposed to worship lead in front of His people and for God,I didn't get nervous. WOW is the word. :D thank You Lord so much for placing these people like Jaclyn,Adrian,Kevin at that time of uncertainty..you placed them there for a reason!

DAY 4 :

I woke up at 7:00 am feeling freshed and prepared myself and went for morning prayer. That morning was one normal morning,as usual as the other mornings.. It didn't even feel like I was worship leading that morning,I guess my heart and my mindset was set right before God at that moment..I prayed and prayed that God will really open up our hearts and minds to receive Him into us that morning. As breakfast went by,and it was time for worship session 5! I was feeling quite calmed,and then Isaiah 41:10 came passed my mind..
"Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed,for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

That verse definitely gave me that boost up feeling! all glory,praise and honor to God for that worship session! Everything went pretty smoothly! My first time worship leading was a GOOD and MEMORABLE experience! :D And at that night,worship session was one of the best,it was led by the facilitators that time. But I really felt God's presence at that worship session,it seemed so real that God was showing me He WAS there,and is ALWAYS there. God was just so real! And I broke and fell on my knees while the song Rain Down was being played..the verse that spoke to me was the first verse/stanza. 'I am falling to my knees I need You Lord to breathe in me My prayer is still the same My heart is calling out Your name'. that session was one session to remember most. :D praise God for that wonderful time of worship and session time where Uncle Steven shared about The Cross & Perseverance! That session really spoke to me the most,and that really got me thinking back of my Christian faith that I had. At some point and day of this year,I honestly felt like I gave up on God,but then this session really got me back..where I realised that through the times of suffering that we go through,we shouldn't look at the suffering but at the results,because the results are BEAUTIFUL. :) and that we are to carry the cross well for God's glory! And at some part,he played the song 'Go the Distance',that totally made me feel more vulnerable.. :/ I unashamedly shed a few tears as the melody was playing and the lyrics were so meaningful. ;/ and ministry night was after that sermon! It ended very meaningfully and something that I caught from uncle Steven's message was flooding through my mind..till TODAY,i've still not answered it YET. And day 4 ended like that. :(

And he calls himself 'fluffffffffffffffffffffffffffffeeeeeeeeeeeeee',FLUFFY!

DAY 5:

I shan't share much about the last day...overall,it was good. Except,the feeling of going back to business at home! D: impact camp 2011 has left behind a lot of footsteps along that topography journey! So much to learn,experience,remember.. it ended with a happily ever after! :D thank God and also thank you to those who made impact camp possible! PRAISE GOD FOR THAT WONDERFUL,AWESOME,RENEWING IMPACT CAMP 2011!

♥♥♥♥♥'s

JUNE 6th

SCHOOOOOOL RESUMED! :) well,I have to say..each day,i'm starting to look forward to school,I mean.. not so bad as last time where I used to complain so much that school was so boring,and it's a waste of a time and all. But now,I really have to learn how to be grateful for the opportunity that I have now,to go school! I'm so blessed that I can attend school. I'm trying to make something great out of school now,:) You get what I mean? YEAAAAA,2 Mawar 2011 FTW. :D Awesome people and good to be with kind of people there. my SECOND home. :)

JULY the 3rd :D

Alright,this Sunday was no ordinary Sunday.. It was an extra-ordinary SUNDAY. :D Well,a few of us from Impact were supposed to like go and visit another church..like how the other denominations of churches go,like how they're service runs and all..firstly,I had to put my mind as to ANOTHER and a DIFFERENT church,it's not the church where I'm so used too anymore. And,we were supposed to form a worship team too. And so,I joined in as a vocalist! :) Well,that experience to another church is definitely one that can be learnt from and to bring back something. I did. :D I'm glad I went for this,it definitely opend my eyes to see how others worship God too! I'm glad that I didn't miss that chance too..because before that,I was doubtful,and was uncertain of whether to go..:/ But after some prayer,and deciding,I decided to go for it! Because,things like these are also the beginning of missions! I wanted to observe how's it like.. Thank God for that WONDERFUL day that He had made!

Thank God for that month! I'm glad that he had put in store for me so much throughout just a month! :D Hoping that the months to come too will also be a testimony. :) I'm very satisfied with this May and June! thank God that He made it POSSIBLE for me. Off I go now,! :D

Greater things have yet to come,greater things are still to be done.

You are my Strength,

You are my Strength,Lord.

You are my strength,strength like no other!!

Be Still,

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God.

Lord,hide me now under Your wings,cover me within Your mighty hand.

Exams are just so close!! :( But today's CF,I found it quite good and encouraging,:) It made me know that God is always there and always in control of anything and everything,which really calmed me down..Though I was so stressed,struggling to study for my weak subjects and all,and today I found the answer.. That He is in control of everything! :) So yeah,trying to be encouraged instead of being all so stressed up and discouraged.. Whenever I hear the song Still by Hillsong sometimes just makes me want to cry,I don't know why,but that's just me. So yeah,really hoping that I will do my best and trusting God that He will do the rest,no matter what the results are I'll still give all the praise and honor to Him! :D Something that really strucked me while I was reading this book "Growing deep in Faith",was this:

"Everything MINUS God equals NOTHING,

But God PLUS Nothing equals EVERYTHING."

Isaiah 41:10 says:" So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed,for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

Till then my potatoes! :)

the ROYAL WEDDING.

Just look at they're SMILES,so cute.

Don't look at them but take a look at the FLOWER GIRL! HAHAHAHA,priceless face. When I first saw it on the news paper,the first thing i saw was the flower girl's face! SO CUTE,i wanna squeeze her! HAHA. she should be closing her eyes instead! :P

Kate over here just so looked like Vanessa Hudgens! :O Is it Vanessa Hudgens instead?! :O Seriously,it really looks like her!! Ohmy.. I guess it's just the smile and the eyes huh?

Woooooooh,the royal wedding was yesterday! :O

CONGRATULATIONS PRINCE WILLIAM and KATE MIDDLETON. :D

God bless you both abundantly! :) And that you'll have beautiful katewill(ahaa) babies! :P I love KAte's smile,she's just so pretty laaa! :P

OH WELLL. Kay,that's all for now folks. Stare at the flower girl alright? :) heh.

a day spent at home,

ahaaaaa,i find this very very cute,look at my hippo's eyes? :D aw,editing picturras are so fun! :D wheeeeee.

Oooooooh,instrumental music..(Y)

I really thank God for gifting people with the talent in music. And also for creating sound,and then music comes in. :'D Instrumental music just brings all the joy and relievement to us!

First of,I wasn't feeling so well yesterday as I came up with a slight fever,and feeling really tired and all,and so I skipped piano class today AND school. :D And how much I learnt that God has His plans all prepared for us already,because 'something happened'. And yeah,so I didn't get to go to piano class,and so I stayed in my room all alone,cuddling on that comfy bed and the blanket and all,I turned on my laptop and went on to search Sungha Jung's covers,cause I just had this mood of listening to his covers,and so I listened to it,I listened and listened,and I found so many songs pleasing to my ears,as it was just such a joy to listen to those guitar covers! And so I was on my bed getting cuddled up with domo-kun and piggie! <3 And it was such a relieve after and during listening to the guitar being played. And then,that's when I found Andy Mckee who did a duet with Sungha Jung with the song Rylynn. <3 Oh gosh,wonderful and beautiful music I was hearing. :'D It was just so nice and such a relievement of listening to the guitar covers! And then I tried on playing the melody of Rylynn on the piano,I got so excited and I rushed down to my piano and just played the melody of Rylynn. <3

It was a wonderful day today,listening to all the really talented people's guitar covers on youtube! :D Man,I missed that very second,of waking up in the morning all cuddled on my bed and listening to the guitar covers. Now I know what actually makes me feel good after waking up in the morning,wash your face with cold water and go back on to your comfy bed and listen to instrumental songs. :D Wheeeeeeeeeee. And now I'm so happy and ecstatic already!

I don't know why,but YAY. :DDDDD It's gonna be FRYDDAY FRIDAY. :D It's friday,friday gotta get down on friday,everybody looking forward to the weekend. :)

Till then peoooohple!

the burden

I'm really really desperate in learning THE guitar and THE drums real badly,that's all that's in my mind at this very second which is now.

Day by day,seeing that this happening world has so many talented and skillful people sometimes leaves a burden somewhere in me,that's because I'm envious.. :( Although I know that God made me this talented and gifting me with the gift of piano,still obviously the first thing that comes to your mind will be how greedy I am and always wanting more huh? And yeah,you got it right. *gives a pat on your back* Hmmmmmmm, oh wells..

Hopefully,in the future,that would be probably about 10-15 years,I would have by then learnt and mastered my dream instruments,which I doubt it might even happen,but let's just see how it goes,where God leads.. :D

And here,I've found another older,talented,very very skillful and pro-er version of Sungha Jung,Andy Mckee!!! :DD Man,he's just too goood for words... I am really amazed on how the guitar can actually work in so many beautiful and that is pleasing to our ears,after listening to guitar covers from Andy Mckee,Sungha Jung,Sung Min and many many others just make me wanna learn guitar so so so so much,like it was a dream come true,I always wanted to learn the guitar and of course the very very pleasing drums.. :/ Gahhhh.

We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. -Disney

MY biggest dream is to have a white guitar and a white piano. More of a white guitar! Although I know it'll cost me a BOMB. :(

Oh,how I wish

Oh,how I wish there were such thing as 'TIME REWINDS' in this world. :/

So much things to be done,and yet I feel the time is flying by like SUPER FAST! :( Is it me or it's just that the time really IS passing this fast?? :( Sigh,why oh why do I procrastinate so much? :( Now,now..I better start getting serious with my home works,my projects and all the things I was supposed to finish.. Exams are in just about TWO AND A HALF WEEKS,and I'm so not prepared for it,I have no idea how in the world do you even use a COMPASS,oh great. :( This soul of mine is just too playful sometimes huh? Just can't stand the stupidity and the silly-ness that I have..the things I do almost every time,to think about it,IT IS indeed really really stupid. Sigh..

I just read something that really strucked me! :/ It is really frightening,but I think it is super true. It seems that WORRYING IS A KILLER. I agree with that! Although God asked us to casts all our worries and anxieties that we have and surrender it all to Him,it just still seems that even after you give it all to Him that small little worry is still stucked somewhere in your brain! :( Insecurity comes in now... Worries,worries,worries..

Okay,i'm here. More HAPPY POSTS to come,I hope. Great... a big mountain is blocking my way sooon.. :/

it's MY birthday? :O

wooooh,

one of the BEST birthdays ever! :'D

im so glad I finally got to meet Sammi Lee,Christie Chiew,and Yuen Hwei!! and of course,REBECCA MARIE ONG SHI YING! :P thank you dad and mum both for organizing,and all your effort to bring us to a wonderful lunch and to 1Utama! :)

After the whole day of going out,since 8 in the morning till 5,I finally had a decent sleep,looks like this day paid off huh? i'll post more about my birthday,SOOON. :P

BIG SIGH

SIGH,SIGH,SIGH,SIGH,SIGH.

So much things to do,and yet I procrastinate SO MUCH. :( Gosh,I've got wood to be done,I've got drawings to pass up,I've got an essay to pass up,OHMYGOODNESSGRACIOS ME! What on earth have I been doing?! :( :( :( :( I'm so upset with myself,like real BAD. :( I procrastinate so mucfch,and I always tell myself to do it instantly,and yet I laze around and do other stuffs. :( Gosh,why was I born this way?? :/ I hate this feeling,so much to do and time is passing so fast,like 1 day becomes just 10 hours! :OOOO What have I been doing??! :( SIGH.

Joanna,what is so wrong with you now huh? You have so much work to do and yet you're still on the computer,WOW joanna,WOW.

I just don't seem to be adjusting all my things in my schedule that I'm having now. Why issit so hard to change? So it IS true that,a leopard can never change its spots huh? :(

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

STRESSED.

Jeleesa :

meet Jeleesa. (:

She's my new toy,and my new friend from today. HEHE, Well.even though she's just a toy,I still LOVE her very very much. :P Isn't she cute? Okay, besides the words and the pictures on it,:/ Honestly,I don't really like the words and the picture on it. :( But oh well,I'm very happy to have her!! :D Thanks to me for buying her. :)

Alrights,I'll have to go now,TATAS'. <3

Hudson Taylor

Hudson Taylor Deep in the Heart of CHINA.

indeed,I am proud to say that I have finally finished this book with knowledge and inspiring thoughts from and within this book. I am so amazed on how God has used Hudson Taylor as His 'heroes missionaries',and that Hudson Taylor is a hero. This book has brought so much benefits to me. Firstly,I so want to thank Rebecca,for giving me this book as my 13th birthday present,although I never really LIKED books last time,that was last time okay? :P At first I thought that I would never really read this book,since I never really liked books last time,and I always thought that reading books were like sort of a 'negative' thing,for me. But I am really really proud to say that I have finally enjoyed books,especially all these kind of spiritual books,which are really inspiring and it definitely WILL touch your heart and move your heart from where you have started. Honestly,I thought that this was a good book to start with,as for me. :) Firstly,I always liked to see how missionaries do they're works of God and to see how amazingly God provides for them when so much,when you know,the people last time was not as 'rich' as us. So yeah,I really wanted to see how does missionary people feel and how they like they're job. And this book brings all the answers,and it also makes me want to cry too. :/ But all in all,I am indeed happy and proud that I FINISHED THIS BOOK. :P

If those who really like what the missionaries are ACTUALLY doing,maybe you could look up to this,or maybe even the other famous 'heroes',maybe like Mother Teresa? Or David Livingstone? Or even Martin Luther. These are the few Christian Heroes,of course there are more,but i shall not list them down. I have read Hudson Taylor and Mother Teresa's one. Both of them were really really touching.

My little synopsis about Deep in the Heart of China. (or more likely what I've learned)

Well,as for me.. This book as I had imagined how Hudson Taylor's life was back in the 1830's,I bet everything back then was mayhem,and probably very messy? Okay,maybe not mayhem,but I can just imagine how was it like back then,like real (i don't know how to explain :/),but yeah,try imagining how was it like LAST TIME,hundreds and hundreds of years.. And then,how he was not a Christian at first,but the mother and the sister had not given up to tell him about Christ. And when even the sister,had wrote something in her diary about her brother getting to know Christ. And the mother even had a little 'retreat' herself alone to somewhere,just to pray for her son Hudson Taylor to know Christ. It's just truly amazing how God has worked.. And then,when Hudson came to know Christ,after years..(i skipped some parts),where Hudson was touched and God called him and stuffs..And that when he met his sister's friend,Maria that he actually had some feelings on her..And at first I thought that Hudson would go to China as a missionary alone,but not until i read till chapter 10,I saw that he started writing some letters to Maria and they somehow got married,which actually surprised me! I never expected Hudson to get married,I thought he would go to China as a missionary ALONE. Haha,looks like my predictions on books are real bad huh? So yeah,how it was like in China where they were all poor,and he could only rely on God's provision. And how much God has blessed him..was a surprise to me too,at first he was all confident that God WOULD provide for him,but after some time when he lost his hope and then suddenly God provides for him. Wow,so amazing right? And yeah,what really got me and I thought it was funny that,last time people in China or not sure where else used to use 'wheelbarrows' as they're transportation thing,transport people in wheelbarrows? :O haha,i find it really cute though. So yeah,now I guess you could imagine how was it like too. :P And yeah,how God has blessed him so much and used him so much.. And that they're mission thing seemed to be going well.. But Hudson felt some stressed but God gave him the strength and sustained him to continue whatever he was doing. And then, Maria gave birth.. I was thinking how come people back then could give birth to so many children,but majority of them die young?? :O That's what im thinking actually. Maria gave birth to at least 8 or 9 children,but 3 or 4 of them died young,real young. :( Which saddened me a lot at the last chapter,when Maria too died after she gave birth to the youngest child,Noel. And Noel died too even before the mother died,which really saddened me A LOT. :( It seemed like Maria's life was long,but she was actually 33 years old when she died. How shocking huh? And then yeah,Hudson Taylor too died in 1903 or 1905... That was the last chapter of the book,which really saddened and inspired me a lot lar,honestly.

So yeah,that's what I learned,correct me if I'm wrong. :/ I just dumped everything that I had in my brain into this column,so I'm not exactly sure what i typed is right or not. But anyways,yeah go look out for this book and borrow it! :D

After reading Hudson Taylor's Deep in the Heart of China,I am now reading "Pilgrim's Progress Chrstiana's Journey"!! :') I am now looking forward to reading books now,it really brings joy and give me lots of imaginations thing for me. :D yay.

it's late now,i should go,BYEEE. have a great WEEKEND. :'D

The Blind Side

I feel dumb,real dumb,don't you think I AM dumb? :/

Just so tired of getting every single lecture from my parents now. :( I mean,in the Bible it tells us that we have to honor our father and mother,but it just seems so hard to do so. It's really hard obeying my parents,it's hard for me to please them too. It's like they expect so much from me! I mean,come on I'm just a little 14 year old naive and blur child,aren't I? :/ But whatever,I'll just try my best to do so as what God told us to do so. Man,this is going to be tough,ain't it?

Lord,please give me the wisdom and the strength Lord,help me to always rely on you Lord,instead of my own strength... With man,this is possible,but with God ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. :)

THE BLIND SIDE. -another yet inspiring show,casting Sandra Bullock! :D

This show has inspired me in some ways. And somehow in this show,Aaron Quinton acts very childish and cute,somehow. I can watch THIS show more than a thousand times,like Parent Trap and Sound of Music. :D I don't know you,but I think Sandra Bullock is really pretty. :P Okay,anyways..I feel like watching it AGAIN. Okay,good also,to distress myself.. Never knew 2011 would be as tough as this.. I'll just try and continue to give in no matter what.

Disappointed :/

Howdy!

quite the disappointed on who went out of American Idol last week! :( It's so unfair wei,i mean Karen Rodriguez went out instead of Haley Reinhart or Naima Adedapo??! How could that be?? Ohh well,I heard that the judges actually like Haley's vocals,wow. Alright,i shall not judge any more. :/ *feels guilty* Anyways,i'm really excited about American Idol Season 10,seems like it's going to be a great season ay! wooooh,salutes to American Idol! :D This year,almost all of the Top 13 were all so great,so many talented people on this earth huh? and YOU,are one one of them,YES YOU. :D we are all talented people lah. :) you have it in you already,just that you've got to dig that gold out of youu. As the saying,Use what talents you possess; the woods would be very silent if no birds sang there except those that sang best. :D quite true,don't you think??

Hmmm,sometimes I wish I could be those kind of pianist or guitarist that can play so well! :( Till i even look down on myself,I really wish. :( But sometimes that wish just somehow doesen't last forever! :O Like the feeling of wanting to jam the piano like anything and get out whatever notes and keys you have in your brain,and just start to play it all out,and after some time,that feeling just goes away,which is very very weird. Oh well,i guess I shall not give up,but instead give in. :D That's all for today people,make sure you dig out the gold that you have in you alright?? Oh,and have truck loads of fun in school too! :DDDDD *smile oh,and remember to keep watching American idol tooo! YAY. CHEEERS!

American Idol

yay,american idol!!! :D

i find this season quite goood though,but i still preferred the last year's one or the last last year's one. XD yeap,my favorite in american idol this season is:

1. Jacob Lusk

2. Pia Toscano

3. Casey Abrams

4. James Durbin

5. Scottie McCreery

6. Thia Megia

these are the few ones that i oh so love,they're gooood! :D especially jacob lusk man,i mean his voice is really really unique! hoping that one of these might win! Oh,Top 13 this week,Pia Roscano was SERIOUSLY GOOOD. she sang it so beautifully, one of the bests for that night! woooh,go PIA TOSCANO! :)

All the best people!! :D

Inspired,

WOW. O_O really got blown off and inspired by this pro fella man! I can't believe i just only knew about him,and I was watching all his videos and stuffs,wow,what a gifted kid he is man! SUNGHA JUNG he is seriously really really pro man,words can't describe him. oh well,i somehow just wished that i could spend hours and hours on the piano and trying to play good good songs! and one day,i wish i could be on the drums too!! And so is guitar now! >D: man,i have just too many dream instruments lahh! :( But guitar is seriously loh,i really feel like learning it now!!! GAHHH. somebody,please volunteer to teach me! >D: never mind,i shall take my sister! :P but okay,this guy Sungha Jung he is seriously tooo good for words! Im envious.. :/ Okay,never mind i should stop wishing and start resolving instead!! okay,okay,im gonna grab a guitar and just give it a strum,and i'll figure out how to! :P (like that would happen,-.-) okay,okay,check this out yea? oh by the way,alerting Davina Peh (my sister)! :P heh,Davina Peh alert!

:D

erm yeah,have fun listening though! :D gotta fly now,bye bye!

With Love,

ARthur Thompson.

PS: my name's actually Arthur Thompson,just so you know. :P well,it's a random name yeah,i just suddenly thought of giving myself a name like that! heh. so yeah,

CSI

haha,i can't believe that I started becoming so addicted to CSI episodes!! man,but it's so interesting that you've got to watch it everyday! Especially the latest season,not because Justin Bieber's inside okay? I'm not such a crazy fan of him anyways. Anyways,he got shot in it,so whatever. XD erm,yeah CSI! :D woooh,CSI rocks! :P I realized it's actually quite scary to watch it in your room alone.. :/ for me lah. but when i watch it on TV downstairs with bigger space it's not so scaryi wonder why. Hmmm,probably my imaginations i guess! Ohh well,anyways anybody knows where I can download free CSI episodes?? I really want to download them! Since I sort of miss them on TV,:(

Ohoh,I just realized i haven't been posting for awhile. Hmmm,guess i've been quite bus latelyfollowing my new time table and stuffs! and doing a lot of work and studying. -.- ermm,so how has school been for you all? School for me has been alright i guess,besides the part where we have to do homework and tests comes out and stuffs like that. Overall it's quite okay i guess! :D Glad to say that Form 2 is quite fun too! But i still miss Form 1!! :( bleh,oh well. Have to be grateful with what i have now. So,yeah I guess i should go now. :/ GOOODBYE. have fun in school and SMILE! :P heh.

Arthur Thompson. :)

Need to grow taller?

oh no! I so need to GROW SHORTER GROW TALLER :( HOW AH?? rather than drinking milk everyday,sleeping early everyday and eating apple everyday,or jump rope? BLEH. i neeed grow taller! >D: i think i haven't been growing because I have been sleeping LATE,real late. :( how to change habit? As it says a leopard will never change its spots! :( okay,i don't care,if i want to grow taller i HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY. somebody please give me some determination!! AHHHHH. okay,tells to myself to sleep at 10:30 starting from today! :D hopefully it'll work this time though! :P drink,drink,drink milk! wheee. oh,how to lose stomach fats?! ugh,not liking my stomach fats! >D: i need to LOSE a lot of stomach fats.. sounding so health concious now! :( okay whatever,i shall go do some rope now! HEH.

BYEEEEEE. :D

i pulled throughh! :D

annyonghaseyo. *bows* :D

woooh,im quite the sad happy today though. my first time pulling through studying for 3 hours in a row! O_O or maybe not 3 hours! HEH,but still i did my homework+studied malay and maths! :] yay,my goal set thingy seems to be working now,but i shouldn't be so confident yet. :/ o well,at least i know now that im trying,better than not progressing right? :D it's quite fun studying actually! just hoping that all that i studied will sink in to my brain until exam comes though! :( trying my real best now to do all i can now,and to save myself from all those subjects that im real rusty at,like history,geography..those two i really need to KETCHUP,get it? :P heh,okay i'll give my all i can,i promise. and to achieve my goals that i've set. Oh,and also my piano now,hoping that i will have some progress with my sight-reading,im really working on it with all that i can! but somehow it doesen't satisfy my teacher,maybe it's because im too nervous. :( How ah? my hands shake mann! >D: *hides face* okay,i need to go now,gotta go do my work! GOOOD-BYE.:)

Lord, please give me the WISDOM,STRENGTH,COURAGE and EVERYTHING that i need to go through this thing. And also for my piano,please take away my nervous-ness that i have,help me to be more confident and not so shy-type.

In Jesus Name,AMEN.

okey,to get away from my nervous-ness i shall post a random video! :P HEH,this will CHEER me up,definitely. :)

through the storms,

hoping that i'll survive that tsunami(CHINESE)! but in Him,everything is possible! :D

heh,i definitely have to LOOK UP to this awesome friend/sister/kind helper/EVERYTHING YOU NAME IT,

REBECCA MARIE ONG SHI YING.

thank YOU so much for helping me through my hard times and especially THIS YEAR itself,you have definitely TRANSFORMED TOTALLY SPIRITUALLY OF COURSE! :D im glad you've

grown spiritually,mentally and emotionally. Even sometimes advising me what to do and always there when i need help! you're such a GREAT FRIEND. must really look up to you! you're a great example ya know that? so happy that i've got to know you,silly girl. :D heh,although at times you may be NOISY,HYPER,NOT YOURSELF,i still LOVE YOU for who you are! :) especially your LOUD LAUGH,it just makes me put on a broad smile on me! thank you GOD,for blessing me with a friend like Rebecca! im truly a blessed kid! thank you LORD for EVERYTHING! and thank you Reb for everything you've given me throughout my life since standard 4! :D my memories with you are always with me,and it will never be washed away. :D i truly missed the times where we used to play and laugh so much last time! you're such a comfortable friend to be with,your humor and your smile and everything about you just brings joys towards me! :D im so thankful to have you as my friend,and I as your friend. :D Love you,and God bless! ♥♥♥

it's only the beginning,

it's only the beginning and im already struggling! :( how much more can i contain it when the year itself goes even deeper? crap,i knew this year was gonna be real tough for me. God,what you have in store for me? What do you really want me to do? What's YOUR WILL?? it's only the real beginning and im already struggling this much. remember those goals i set for this year? it doesen't seem to be working for me at this situation now. Few of my friends would know why. how am I going to survive for the next few months? and the years after that?! wow,life on earth over here definitely is a pain. these thoughts just suddenly ran through my mind,which is also a goood thing! Never have i thought that i will somehow think about the future! :O guess my mind is trying to be more matured,mentally. hmmm. God is trying to reveal something to me at this situation,i know it.These 4 days have been really hard for me to obey my parents,especially today. It was a tough day today,really TOUGH. hoping that i can learn my lesson this time. i have to endure the feelinig of hating chinese language! :( i wonder how am I going to survive,but whatever..think POSITIVE! i can do it? i can do it,i can do it. but that sounds really wrong and odd,but whatever. Joanna Peh boleh. okay,having that spirit now! need to change my attitude! im not prepared to face the tough situations this year! :( oh Lord,please give me the strength and the hope and the courage for me to go through it! a little poem will help too!

i just picked the last stanza only,as it refers a lot for my situation right now. so here it is the last stanza of HOPE.

HOPE.

Build on your hope,. one day at a time,

Though the road be steep and hard to climb.

The hurts of the past - they should be dead.

The fears of the future are all in your head.

Just live in the present and refuse to mope

Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

- Brian Quinn

Jeremaiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Blessed Assurance,

my condolences to Sarah Chan and your family ay? will be praying for you all,don't worry. went for the wake service and the funeral,all 3 days. Well,my second funeral of the year and it's only February now! wow,really fast huh? wonder what's God trying to tell us now. well,i truly love the song In the Sweet By and By by Samuel Fillmore Bennett,it's truly truly amazing how it tells us and explains to us that we will all meet again on that BEAUTIFUL SHORE. sometimes hearing this song again and again makes me want to cry. the memories of my popo,and this song..i don't know why,but it really relates,SOMEHOW. :O but yea,really such an amazing song.

There's a land that is fairer than day,
And by faith we can see it afar;
For the Father waits over the way
To prepare us a dwelling place there.

Refrain:
In the sweet in the sweet
By and by by and by,
We shall meet on that beautiful shore;
In the sweet in the sweet
By and by by and by
We shall meet on that beautiful shore.

We shall sing on that beautiful shore
The melodious songs of the blest,
And our spirits shall sorrow no more
Not a sigh for the blessing of rest.
Refrain:

To our bountiful father above
We will offer our tribute of praise;
For the glorious gift of His love
And the blessings that hallow our days.
Refrain:

Isn't it beautiful?? you guys gotta go check it out..! really,this song brings so much to me! anyways,have to go now. BYE

A-Shift-Ment

*SHOOOOOOOT*

a-shift-ment (achievement). :D

heh,this year i so gotta do the following stuffs,i promise myself man. i know,i very goood girl kan? thank yous,thank yous! :D *claps for myself* this year is going to be a different year than 2010! I don't want to waste another year just like that,365 days gone. Must really do something more beneficial and worth this year. I don't want the 365 days to just go away like that,and nothing 'much' that i've learnt. okay,2011 is gonna be a very TOUGH year,i can sense it. Oh well,just hope that i'll do my best this year la. same to you people out there too! all the best.

• Surrender EVERYTHING to God. Give Him my all.
  
• Obey God.
• Honor father and mother.
  
• a SERIOUS face on piano. especially on side reading,need to work that out.
• study everyday for at least 1 and a half hours. (SERIOUS.)
  
• sleeep early and wake up early. :D
• more positive thinking instead of NEGATIVE.
• LOVE one another as how God loved us.
  

those are the MAIN ones and the more important/major kind. this time,im serious about this. i really HAVE to achieve all those this year. so,do pray for me la. thanks! :D





The man who does things makes many mistakes, but he never makes the biggest mistake of all - doing nothing. -Orison Swett Marden

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAB/P STICKS.

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP STICKS! :(

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAB STICKS! :P

well,well..like my title?! :D it was real random,i just suddenly thought about it..anyways,this morning,i woke up and i wanted to go online to check something,so on-ned my laptop and stuffs,and then i saw a half the screen like i don't know how to describe..but seriously,i can't use my computer with that screen,im so dead...CRAAAAAAAAAAP STICKS! :( currently using the desktop now..noooo,i hope that it will work like normal again,i seriously don't know what happend to the screen lah,it's like half of it like whole thing black and other colors! >D: sigh,somebody please buy me a new laptop PLEASE.. never felt this way before for just because of the laptop.. :( my heart feels uncomfortable.. craap.. or maybe it's also a good thing,since i wanted to like study real hard this year,God made that happen? :O don't know lahh..but whatever it is,i hope i can pull through without using my laptop though! :( wish me all the best!!


Lord,please help me!! :(